1 00:00:05,625 --> 00:00:07,166 Previously on The Arrangement... 2 00:00:07,166 --> 00:00:10,291 Wasn't sure I'd see you again. Wanna try something new? 3 00:00:10,291 --> 00:00:11,667 I said no! 4 00:00:11,667 --> 00:00:13,625 I am going to lie down on your bed 5 00:00:13,625 --> 00:00:16,750 and then I'm going to let you do whatever you want. 6 00:00:16,750 --> 00:00:18,667 Leave Kyle. Come back with me to New York 7 00:00:18,667 --> 00:00:20,041 when this is all over. 8 00:00:20,041 --> 00:00:21,625 We're not sleeping together. 9 00:00:21,625 --> 00:00:24,208 We respect each other's artistic sensibilities. 10 00:00:24,208 --> 00:00:27,041 -Megan, you're under contract. -Well, that goes for Kyle too. 11 00:00:27,041 --> 00:00:28,583 -Lisbeth called him. -I don't want anything 12 00:00:28,583 --> 00:00:30,375 to get in the way of us. Will you just trust me? 13 00:00:30,375 --> 00:00:32,208 Think I kidded myself into believing 14 00:00:32,208 --> 00:00:33,625 you were totally over her. 15 00:00:33,625 --> 00:00:35,542 There's a woman outside my influence. 16 00:00:35,542 --> 00:00:38,208 -I'm Detective Gaffey, LAPD. -She has something on us. 17 00:00:38,208 --> 00:00:40,458 Murder/suicide at the Institute of the Higher Mind, 18 00:00:40,458 --> 00:00:43,250 -ongoing investigation. -How much do you want? 19 00:00:43,250 --> 00:00:45,208 - It's not money I'm after. - She has a fantasy. 20 00:00:45,208 --> 00:00:46,792 I cannot do what you're asking me to do. 21 00:00:46,792 --> 00:00:49,083 I'm not asking. I made you, 22 00:00:49,083 --> 00:00:50,709 but I will end you in a heartbeat. 23 00:00:50,709 --> 00:00:52,417 Come in. 24 00:00:55,417 --> 00:00:56,667 ♪ ♪ 25 00:01:04,834 --> 00:01:11,834 ♪ ♪ 26 00:01:16,291 --> 00:01:20,417 No. No! 27 00:01:20,417 --> 00:01:24,291 What is that thing with the hand on his neck? 28 00:01:24,291 --> 00:01:27,834 Did you see that in a movie or something? 29 00:01:27,834 --> 00:01:31,583 Megan, you've got to make him believe you 30 00:01:31,583 --> 00:01:34,250 or nobody else will. 31 00:01:38,417 --> 00:01:40,333 You okay? 32 00:01:40,333 --> 00:01:43,417 Yeah, I'm great. 33 00:01:46,458 --> 00:01:53,458 ♪ ♪ 34 00:02:17,417 --> 00:02:20,250 ♪ ♪ 35 00:02:23,250 --> 00:02:29,792 ♪ ♪ 36 00:02:31,208 --> 00:02:32,458 So the car will pick you up here, 37 00:02:32,458 --> 00:02:33,917 take you to the hangar, 38 00:02:33,917 --> 00:02:35,667 and they'll have you in New York in five hours 39 00:02:35,667 --> 00:02:37,417 or your money back. 40 00:02:37,417 --> 00:02:38,917 Then we'll have a car pick you up at the airport, 41 00:02:38,917 --> 00:02:40,959 -take you to Middletown-- -Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no. 42 00:02:40,959 --> 00:02:43,542 Rental car. Simple. 43 00:02:43,542 --> 00:02:45,834 My friends will annihilate me 44 00:02:45,834 --> 00:02:48,500 if I get dropped off in an Escalade. 45 00:02:48,500 --> 00:02:50,875 Something white and underpowered then? 46 00:02:50,875 --> 00:02:52,583 Preferably. 47 00:02:52,583 --> 00:02:53,834 Anything else? 48 00:02:53,834 --> 00:02:56,458 Yeah, you ever officiated a wedding? 49 00:02:56,458 --> 00:02:58,333 No, I'm not exactly an expert 50 00:02:58,333 --> 00:03:00,375 -on relationships, so... -Right? 51 00:03:00,375 --> 00:03:02,500 And yet my sweet idiot of a best friend 52 00:03:02,500 --> 00:03:04,583 wants me to marry her off anyway. 53 00:03:04,583 --> 00:03:07,250 I have no idea what to say. 54 00:03:07,250 --> 00:03:10,375 "I ain't an expert on love 55 00:03:10,375 --> 00:03:11,709 or what on God's earth 56 00:03:11,709 --> 00:03:13,250 would compel two completely different animals 57 00:03:13,250 --> 00:03:14,667 like a man and woman 58 00:03:14,667 --> 00:03:16,792 to devote their lives to each other, 59 00:03:16,792 --> 00:03:18,500 but I know what a home is. 60 00:03:18,500 --> 00:03:22,375 A home is where you eat, sleep, raise children. 61 00:03:22,375 --> 00:03:25,917 Where you feel safe enough to think about the future. 62 00:03:25,917 --> 00:03:29,208 That's what I see when I look at these two. 63 00:03:29,208 --> 00:03:32,709 I see home." 64 00:03:32,709 --> 00:03:34,583 Sam Elliot in Long Desert. 65 00:03:34,583 --> 00:03:37,834 It's the second movie I ever did. 66 00:03:37,834 --> 00:03:40,917 Maybe I'll use the accent. 67 00:03:40,917 --> 00:03:43,583 I wish I was going with you. 68 00:03:43,583 --> 00:03:46,250 Timing on this Billy Rathburn dinner really sucks. 69 00:03:46,250 --> 00:03:47,667 He's a great DP. 70 00:03:47,667 --> 00:03:49,875 You'll be happy you stuck around to get him. 71 00:03:49,875 --> 00:03:51,458 Yeah, as long as we have the deal in place 72 00:03:51,458 --> 00:03:53,250 by the time he leaves for Prague Sunday night. 73 00:03:53,250 --> 00:03:54,750 You will. 74 00:03:54,750 --> 00:03:56,542 And I'll text you when I land. 75 00:03:56,542 --> 00:03:57,750 Flying private, 76 00:03:57,750 --> 00:03:59,750 you can text me whenever you want. 77 00:03:59,750 --> 00:04:03,458 Oh... right. 78 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:08,333 Anyways... 79 00:04:11,333 --> 00:04:18,333 ♪ ♪ 80 00:04:23,792 --> 00:04:25,500 I have to go. 81 00:04:25,500 --> 00:04:27,583 Slow down. 82 00:04:27,583 --> 00:04:29,834 You have to give it a couple of minutes. 83 00:04:29,834 --> 00:04:33,458 I have to go to Anaheim. 84 00:04:33,458 --> 00:04:35,291 Somehow convince this MacPherson woman 85 00:04:35,291 --> 00:04:37,625 not to sell the story Kyle's been dying to direct 86 00:04:37,625 --> 00:04:40,041 -to another studio. -DeAnn, you're not ready. 87 00:04:40,041 --> 00:04:42,792 Trust me. 88 00:04:42,792 --> 00:04:45,375 We took you way past your comfort zone. 89 00:04:45,375 --> 00:04:47,875 You can't do that without going deep inside your head 90 00:04:47,875 --> 00:04:49,625 and reorganizing the wiring. 91 00:04:53,709 --> 00:04:55,959 -Ten minutes. -That'll do. 92 00:04:55,959 --> 00:04:57,917 Mm. 93 00:04:59,500 --> 00:05:01,875 So how long has this been your thing? 94 00:05:01,875 --> 00:05:03,625 I have a lot of things. 95 00:05:03,625 --> 00:05:06,375 I don't play the same role with everybody I sleep with. 96 00:05:06,375 --> 00:05:07,792 None of us do. 97 00:05:07,792 --> 00:05:10,875 Do you sleep with a lot of people? 98 00:05:10,875 --> 00:05:12,667 Is that important? 99 00:05:12,667 --> 00:05:13,834 Not really. 100 00:05:13,834 --> 00:05:15,875 It's just... 101 00:05:15,875 --> 00:05:19,834 what you did with me was so specific, 102 00:05:19,834 --> 00:05:21,959 and you seemed to know a lot about it. 103 00:05:21,959 --> 00:05:23,959 I'm just wondering how you got there. 104 00:05:23,959 --> 00:05:26,417 And what damage I must have endured. 105 00:05:26,417 --> 00:05:27,625 If that's what it is. 106 00:05:27,625 --> 00:05:30,583 Is that what you want it to be? 107 00:05:30,583 --> 00:05:34,000 Me acting out, you going along for the ride? 108 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:37,750 Makes you an enabler. 109 00:05:37,750 --> 00:05:40,709 Annika... 110 00:05:42,792 --> 00:05:45,458 I get that you make your own choices. 111 00:05:45,458 --> 00:05:47,917 I'm just interested in how you make them. 112 00:05:47,917 --> 00:05:49,500 It's probably not that different than 113 00:05:49,500 --> 00:05:51,709 how you and your husband make your choices. 114 00:05:51,709 --> 00:05:53,583 We've chosen to agree 115 00:05:53,583 --> 00:05:57,417 that monogamy is unrealistic. 116 00:05:57,417 --> 00:06:00,458 But experimenting with sex... 117 00:06:00,458 --> 00:06:02,917 it's a completely different experience when you're older. 118 00:06:02,917 --> 00:06:05,709 You shouldn't worry about me. 119 00:06:05,709 --> 00:06:07,709 I don't do anything casually, 120 00:06:07,709 --> 00:06:09,667 and I don't believe in settling. 121 00:06:09,667 --> 00:06:11,500 If I'm really interested in something, 122 00:06:11,500 --> 00:06:14,500 -I pursue it. -Sounds so simple. 123 00:06:14,500 --> 00:06:17,375 ♪ ♪ 124 00:06:17,375 --> 00:06:19,041 And now I really do have to go. 125 00:06:20,166 --> 00:06:22,041 What if you don't? 126 00:06:22,041 --> 00:06:24,500 Well, then Kyle doesn't direct his movie 127 00:06:24,500 --> 00:06:26,667 and the universe explodes. 128 00:06:26,667 --> 00:06:28,083 Does it really explode 129 00:06:28,083 --> 00:06:30,458 or does it just open up? 130 00:06:33,458 --> 00:06:35,792 ♪ ♪ 131 00:06:42,125 --> 00:06:43,709 Hey. 132 00:06:43,709 --> 00:06:45,583 Are you aware that New York City has 133 00:06:45,583 --> 00:06:47,083 an up and coming theater scene? 134 00:06:47,083 --> 00:06:48,750 I have heard of such a thing. 135 00:06:48,750 --> 00:06:50,917 Well, there's some real interest 136 00:06:50,917 --> 00:06:53,083 in putting the play on up here. It'd be Off-Broadway, 137 00:06:53,083 --> 00:06:55,917 but I've got some solid interest from legit investors 138 00:06:55,917 --> 00:06:57,917 who haven't heard what a monster I am yet. 139 00:06:57,917 --> 00:06:59,917 There's a meeting next week, 140 00:06:59,917 --> 00:07:01,917 and it'd be great if you could be here 141 00:07:01,917 --> 00:07:05,208 to hit them with some of that Megan Morrison razzle-dazzle. 142 00:07:05,208 --> 00:07:07,417 You want me to come to New York? 143 00:07:07,417 --> 00:07:09,583 Yes, and don't complain 144 00:07:09,583 --> 00:07:11,458 because I know you can hop on a private jet 145 00:07:11,458 --> 00:07:12,959 whenever you want. 146 00:07:12,959 --> 00:07:15,750 I'm gonna plead the fifth on that one. 147 00:07:20,625 --> 00:07:21,917 Are you there? 148 00:07:21,917 --> 00:07:23,500 I'm here. 149 00:07:23,500 --> 00:07:25,166 It's good to hear your real voice. 150 00:07:25,166 --> 00:07:28,500 I've been hearing your monologue in my head for three weeks. 151 00:07:28,500 --> 00:07:31,041 Come so we can have an actual conversation 152 00:07:31,041 --> 00:07:32,583 in person. 153 00:07:32,583 --> 00:07:35,458 With the investor, I mean. 154 00:07:38,083 --> 00:07:41,000 I am gonna be back east this weekend for a wedding. 155 00:07:41,000 --> 00:07:42,250 -What? -But I don't know 156 00:07:42,250 --> 00:07:43,709 if I can come into the city. 157 00:07:43,709 --> 00:07:45,709 Shut up! Of course you can. 158 00:07:45,709 --> 00:07:49,000 Megan, it's meant to be. I can't do this without you. 159 00:07:52,000 --> 00:07:59,000 ♪ ♪ 160 00:08:12,875 --> 00:08:15,083 Get out of the way. 161 00:08:15,083 --> 00:08:17,000 Avoiding me is not gonna help you, Kyle. 162 00:08:17,000 --> 00:08:19,959 We have to fix this together. 163 00:08:19,959 --> 00:08:22,959 With bullshit conversations and apologies 164 00:08:22,959 --> 00:08:24,125 and you trying to convince me 165 00:08:24,125 --> 00:08:25,875 that everything you did was okay? 166 00:08:25,875 --> 00:08:28,917 I'm not here to tell you it was okay. 167 00:08:28,917 --> 00:08:31,125 It was not okay, it was horrible. 168 00:08:31,125 --> 00:08:32,667 And I hate that I had to do it, 169 00:08:32,667 --> 00:08:34,125 and I understand that you're angry, 170 00:08:34,125 --> 00:08:36,875 but I'm asking you to do what I'm trying to do, 171 00:08:36,875 --> 00:08:40,750 which is look at the bigger picture. 172 00:08:40,750 --> 00:08:43,583 You can do this. 173 00:08:43,583 --> 00:08:45,875 You've done the work, Kyle. 174 00:08:45,875 --> 00:08:48,792 Locate your better self. 175 00:08:50,333 --> 00:08:54,041 How hard did you fight for me? 176 00:08:54,041 --> 00:08:57,250 How hard did you try to make a different deal with her? 177 00:08:57,250 --> 00:09:00,041 Gaffey said you jumped at the chance 178 00:09:00,041 --> 00:09:01,709 to pimp me out. 179 00:09:01,709 --> 00:09:04,166 Why? 180 00:09:04,166 --> 00:09:07,166 So you could remind me who's boss? 181 00:09:07,166 --> 00:09:11,542 Kyle, think about what you're doing. 182 00:09:11,542 --> 00:09:15,291 This violence, it's a regression. 183 00:09:15,291 --> 00:09:16,959 Maybe. 184 00:09:16,959 --> 00:09:20,333 But at least now I see you. 185 00:09:20,333 --> 00:09:22,208 You're a fraud. 186 00:09:22,208 --> 00:09:23,750 ♪ ♪ 187 00:09:23,750 --> 00:09:26,291 Don't come near me again. 188 00:09:26,291 --> 00:09:31,166 ♪ ♪ 189 00:09:49,125 --> 00:09:50,875 Thanks. 190 00:09:58,000 --> 00:10:00,000 Hey, what's going on? 191 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:01,875 Hey, I, uh-- 192 00:10:01,875 --> 00:10:04,458 I know it's last minute, but... 193 00:10:04,458 --> 00:10:07,875 can I go to the wedding with you? 194 00:10:07,875 --> 00:10:10,333 I mean, sure. Yeah, of course, 195 00:10:10,333 --> 00:10:13,250 but is everything okay? 196 00:10:13,250 --> 00:10:16,291 Everything's fine. 197 00:10:16,291 --> 00:10:19,625 What about your meeting with Rathburn? 198 00:10:19,625 --> 00:10:22,000 I don't have it in me to romance the guy. 199 00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:24,875 If he wants to do my film, he'll do my film. 200 00:10:24,875 --> 00:10:27,542 Kyle, last time you blew town on a whim, 201 00:10:27,542 --> 00:10:29,875 it was about the photos. 202 00:10:29,875 --> 00:10:32,083 Is there something you're trying to get away from? 203 00:10:32,083 --> 00:10:34,000 No. 204 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:36,458 You're just the only person I want to be with right now. 205 00:10:38,083 --> 00:10:39,417 Okay. 206 00:10:39,417 --> 00:10:45,166 ♪ ♪ 207 00:10:51,875 --> 00:10:57,625 ♪ ♪ 208 00:11:03,208 --> 00:11:05,583 -Sorry, bad time? -What is it? 209 00:11:05,583 --> 00:11:07,583 The mayor's chief of staff will be here in 15 minutes 210 00:11:07,583 --> 00:11:10,291 and you said you wanted to drop in on the facilitator training. 211 00:11:15,125 --> 00:11:22,125 ♪ ♪ 212 00:11:34,291 --> 00:11:37,417 -Huh. -You okay? 213 00:11:37,417 --> 00:11:40,417 Just realized the last time I was here. 214 00:11:41,709 --> 00:11:45,125 Day of my mother's funeral. 215 00:11:45,125 --> 00:11:47,041 You need a minute? 216 00:11:47,041 --> 00:11:49,417 -Megan! -Too late. 217 00:11:51,625 --> 00:11:54,041 Holy shit. 218 00:11:54,041 --> 00:11:55,959 You're getting married! 219 00:11:55,959 --> 00:11:57,250 I love you, I love you, I love you. 220 00:11:57,250 --> 00:11:58,417 -Oh, my God! -Oh, I love you. 221 00:11:59,583 --> 00:12:02,083 And you are better looking in person, 222 00:12:02,083 --> 00:12:03,709 which doesn't seem like it should be possible. 223 00:12:03,709 --> 00:12:06,250 -This is ridiculous. -Kyle, this is Tessa, 224 00:12:06,250 --> 00:12:08,250 -and she has no filter. -It's great to meet you. 225 00:12:08,250 --> 00:12:09,583 -Congratulations. -Thank you. 226 00:12:09,583 --> 00:12:12,291 -Yeah. -Oh, my God, look who's here. 227 00:12:12,291 --> 00:12:14,083 Mom, put the phone away. 228 00:12:14,083 --> 00:12:15,542 -That's so embarrassing. -Oh, honey. 229 00:12:15,542 --> 00:12:17,125 it's Kyle West, sweetie. 230 00:12:17,125 --> 00:12:18,750 I mean, he's used to cameras. 231 00:12:18,750 --> 00:12:20,959 You don't mind, it's just for my Facebook page. 232 00:12:20,959 --> 00:12:22,750 Oh, hey, everybody. 233 00:12:22,750 --> 00:12:25,041 How's my daughter out of the bullpen? 234 00:12:25,041 --> 00:12:26,625 Hey, I'm great. 235 00:12:26,625 --> 00:12:27,625 -Oh, geez. -Oh. 236 00:12:27,625 --> 00:12:29,458 -This is Kyle. -Hey. 237 00:12:29,458 --> 00:12:30,709 Ollie Flanagan. 238 00:12:30,709 --> 00:12:32,125 They got miter saws in Hollywood? 239 00:12:32,125 --> 00:12:33,583 Good. 240 00:12:33,583 --> 00:12:35,333 'Cause you're gonna help me build a gazebo. 241 00:12:35,333 --> 00:12:36,500 All right. I love gazebos. 242 00:12:36,500 --> 00:12:39,041 Where's Bryan? 243 00:12:39,041 --> 00:12:41,208 Oh, he's off with some of the boys. 244 00:12:41,208 --> 00:12:42,458 I hate him so much right now. 245 00:12:42,458 --> 00:12:43,709 I can't believe I'm marrying him. 246 00:12:43,709 --> 00:12:45,125 -Oh, stop, you love him. -I know. 247 00:12:45,125 --> 00:12:48,083 He's great. 248 00:12:48,083 --> 00:12:50,125 -Hmm. -You... 249 00:12:50,125 --> 00:12:54,041 are somehow worried about your perfect new life. 250 00:12:54,041 --> 00:12:58,500 You are pregnant and you haven't told anyone. 251 00:12:58,500 --> 00:13:00,000 Oh, my God, you're a witch. 252 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:01,166 I am a witch, 253 00:13:01,166 --> 00:13:03,125 - and your boobs. - I know. 254 00:13:03,125 --> 00:13:05,166 -Bryan is beside himself. -Mm, I'm sure. 255 00:13:05,166 --> 00:13:07,166 Let's go. 256 00:13:09,417 --> 00:13:11,750 ♪ Take me down ♪ 257 00:13:11,750 --> 00:13:13,375 ♪ By the roadside ♪ 258 00:13:13,375 --> 00:13:15,125 ♪ Hold my hand ♪ 259 00:13:15,125 --> 00:13:17,125 ♪ ♪ 260 00:13:17,125 --> 00:13:19,542 ♪ Sweet emotion... ♪ 261 00:13:19,542 --> 00:13:21,083 Done. 262 00:13:22,375 --> 00:13:24,375 You are a good sport, 263 00:13:24,375 --> 00:13:27,083 and you lose a bet. 264 00:13:27,083 --> 00:13:29,250 I figured you would have hit your finger at least once 265 00:13:29,250 --> 00:13:30,500 or busted a nail or something. 266 00:13:30,500 --> 00:13:32,041 You wanna see me embarrass myself, 267 00:13:32,041 --> 00:13:33,333 put me in front of a Ram's game. 268 00:13:33,333 --> 00:13:34,667 I will yell my head off. 269 00:13:34,667 --> 00:13:36,291 You wouldn't have to do any yelling. 270 00:13:36,291 --> 00:13:38,208 Liking the Rams would be embarrassing enough. 271 00:13:38,208 --> 00:13:39,667 Giants country. 272 00:13:39,667 --> 00:13:41,417 -Mm. -Ah, excuse me. 273 00:13:41,417 --> 00:13:44,291 -My agent's calling. -"My agent." 274 00:13:44,291 --> 00:13:46,417 Look who's gone all Hollywood on us now. 275 00:13:46,417 --> 00:13:48,458 She's worse than you are. 276 00:13:48,458 --> 00:13:50,208 Way worse. 277 00:13:52,041 --> 00:13:53,750 You guys got a great place. 278 00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:57,542 I can see why Megan spent so much time here. 279 00:13:57,542 --> 00:14:00,542 So, in general, 280 00:14:00,542 --> 00:14:02,375 she's as happy as she looks? 281 00:14:02,375 --> 00:14:04,625 I think so. 282 00:14:04,625 --> 00:14:07,125 Good. Keep it going. 283 00:14:07,125 --> 00:14:09,542 You don't want me to have to get on a plane. 284 00:14:13,709 --> 00:14:15,417 Oh. 285 00:14:15,417 --> 00:14:18,333 "Please, Billy. Please don't send me away. 286 00:14:18,333 --> 00:14:20,333 I was made for you. Can't you see that?" 287 00:14:20,333 --> 00:14:21,709 "I can't. 288 00:14:21,709 --> 00:14:23,750 I can't take everything you gave me 289 00:14:23,750 --> 00:14:25,667 and share it with someone else. 290 00:14:25,667 --> 00:14:28,750 It's yours. It can only be yours." 291 00:14:30,166 --> 00:14:32,125 It's that movie. 292 00:14:32,125 --> 00:14:35,083 - What movie? - "The Opposite of Jessica." 293 00:14:35,083 --> 00:14:37,208 -What? Who? -Charlotte Banks? 294 00:14:37,208 --> 00:14:39,750 Oh, we probably watched that movie 100 times, 295 00:14:39,750 --> 00:14:42,417 and now I'm gonna be reading with her on Monday. 296 00:14:43,834 --> 00:14:45,458 Yeah, she's doing this limited series for Hulu 297 00:14:45,458 --> 00:14:47,375 and they had to fire one of the actresses, 298 00:14:47,375 --> 00:14:49,583 and her producing partner saw me in the play 299 00:14:49,583 --> 00:14:52,417 -and called Leslie. -Megan, that's amazing. 300 00:14:52,417 --> 00:14:54,291 Oh, my God, I get to meet Charlotte Banks. 301 00:14:54,291 --> 00:14:55,709 Fantastic! 302 00:14:55,709 --> 00:14:57,458 I know. 303 00:14:59,333 --> 00:15:00,875 Oh, boy. 304 00:15:00,875 --> 00:15:02,875 I forgot how small this place is. 305 00:15:02,875 --> 00:15:05,125 Your closet's literally bigger than this room. 306 00:15:06,583 --> 00:15:08,291 That's fine. 307 00:15:08,291 --> 00:15:10,291 Kinda nice for the weekend. 308 00:15:13,375 --> 00:15:15,750 Oh, my God, look at you. 309 00:15:15,750 --> 00:15:17,417 Oh, let me guess: 310 00:15:17,417 --> 00:15:19,500 braces, ombré hair, and a choker? 311 00:15:19,500 --> 00:15:21,625 Yep. 312 00:15:21,625 --> 00:15:23,792 God, you're in so many of these. 313 00:15:25,208 --> 00:15:27,583 Kind of a second family for you, huh? 314 00:15:27,583 --> 00:15:28,709 Yeah, kind of. 315 00:15:31,291 --> 00:15:32,917 Who are all these people? 316 00:15:32,917 --> 00:15:35,542 Um... 317 00:15:35,542 --> 00:15:38,291 it's, like, high school friends mostly. 318 00:15:38,291 --> 00:15:39,917 You'll probably meet them all tomorrow. 319 00:15:41,542 --> 00:15:43,250 Okay. 320 00:15:43,250 --> 00:15:50,250 ♪ ♪ 321 00:15:55,500 --> 00:16:00,667 ♪ ♪ 322 00:16:02,250 --> 00:16:03,959 - Hey... - Hey. 323 00:16:03,959 --> 00:16:07,333 -Where are you? -I'm here. 324 00:16:07,333 --> 00:16:09,500 I'm right here. 325 00:16:09,500 --> 00:16:11,917 Okay. 326 00:16:11,917 --> 00:16:15,625 I just wanna look over my speech for tomorrow. 327 00:16:18,291 --> 00:16:20,333 Sure. 328 00:16:27,375 --> 00:16:29,625 So, what're you gonna say tomorrow? 329 00:16:29,625 --> 00:16:31,250 I don't know. 330 00:16:31,250 --> 00:16:33,375 I think I'm just gonna get really, really drunk 331 00:16:33,375 --> 00:16:34,875 and basically just wing it. Yeah. 332 00:16:34,875 --> 00:16:37,667 Mm, just whatever comes to mind. 333 00:16:37,667 --> 00:16:39,792 "We are gathered here today for-- 334 00:16:39,792 --> 00:16:42,208 Holy shit. Look how fat Bryan got." 335 00:16:42,208 --> 00:16:43,458 Bryan? Really? 336 00:16:43,458 --> 00:16:46,250 Mm, yeah. Sympathy weight. 337 00:16:46,250 --> 00:16:48,792 He's just getting a head start. It's sweet. 338 00:16:48,792 --> 00:16:49,917 Aww. 339 00:16:49,917 --> 00:16:51,583 He's excited about the baby? 340 00:16:51,583 --> 00:16:52,792 Yeah, totally. 341 00:16:52,792 --> 00:16:55,542 I mean, we both are. 342 00:16:57,250 --> 00:16:59,625 I don't know what happened. I feel like 343 00:16:59,625 --> 00:17:02,625 all of a sudden the next five years of my life 344 00:17:02,625 --> 00:17:05,667 are planned out for me. 345 00:17:05,667 --> 00:17:09,041 Sometimes it completely freaks me out. 346 00:17:09,041 --> 00:17:12,709 So how serious is it between you and Kyle? 347 00:17:12,709 --> 00:17:14,250 It's serious. Mm-hmm. 348 00:17:14,250 --> 00:17:16,250 Yeah, like talking about the future serious? 349 00:17:16,250 --> 00:17:17,792 Um, sure. 350 00:17:17,792 --> 00:17:19,500 We've--we've talked about it. 351 00:17:19,500 --> 00:17:20,667 -Yeah. -Yeah? 352 00:17:20,667 --> 00:17:22,875 And does he want to get married or...? 353 00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:24,792 I mean, 354 00:17:24,792 --> 00:17:26,834 it's not like I have it in writing or anything, 355 00:17:26,834 --> 00:17:29,500 but, yeah, you know. 356 00:17:29,500 --> 00:17:32,625 Why aren't you more excited? 357 00:17:32,625 --> 00:17:35,000 I don't know. I am. 358 00:17:35,000 --> 00:17:36,750 -Oh, I can tell. -I am. 359 00:17:36,750 --> 00:17:39,041 -You're excited. -I love Kyle. 360 00:17:39,041 --> 00:17:41,500 I do. It's... 361 00:17:41,500 --> 00:17:43,000 we've always had this thing. 362 00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:47,291 This unspoken deep connection 363 00:17:47,291 --> 00:17:48,750 from the moment we met. 364 00:17:48,750 --> 00:17:50,959 Like, even when things have been weird, 365 00:17:50,959 --> 00:17:53,625 it's pretty much always been there. 366 00:17:53,625 --> 00:17:57,458 But you're worried it's not gonna last. 367 00:17:57,458 --> 00:17:58,709 I don't know. 368 00:17:58,709 --> 00:18:00,458 Everything's just moving really fast, 369 00:18:00,458 --> 00:18:04,083 and it's--it's great, but... 370 00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:08,041 sometimes I have this feeling like so much could go wrong. 371 00:18:08,041 --> 00:18:11,750 I mean, we're just figuring each other out. 372 00:18:11,750 --> 00:18:14,417 I still don't understand why Bryan likes Nickelback. 373 00:18:14,417 --> 00:18:15,709 See, man? 374 00:18:15,709 --> 00:18:18,917 Relationships are hard. 375 00:18:22,834 --> 00:18:24,083 You know there's a picture of Rebecca 376 00:18:24,083 --> 00:18:26,750 on the wall in that room? 377 00:18:26,750 --> 00:18:27,959 Oh, shit. 378 00:18:27,959 --> 00:18:29,417 She's coming to the wedding tomorrow. 379 00:18:29,417 --> 00:18:30,750 -I forgot to tell you. -Wait. 380 00:18:30,750 --> 00:18:32,458 She's coming to the wedding? Are you serious? 381 00:18:32,458 --> 00:18:34,000 Yeah, her mom and my mom have been, like besties 382 00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:35,709 for the past year or so because of, like, spin class 383 00:18:35,709 --> 00:18:38,625 or something and so now Rebecca's on the wall 384 00:18:38,625 --> 00:18:41,834 and she's at the wedding and I am really sorry. 385 00:18:41,834 --> 00:18:45,333 -Are you gonna be okay? -Yeah, I mean... 386 00:18:45,333 --> 00:18:46,500 -I just didn't-- -It's not like she's with, 387 00:18:46,500 --> 00:18:50,458 you know, Evan anymore. It's-- 388 00:18:50,458 --> 00:18:53,583 -It's no worries. -Okay. 389 00:18:53,583 --> 00:18:56,458 I love you. 390 00:18:56,458 --> 00:18:58,000 And I'm suddenly exhausted. 391 00:18:58,000 --> 00:18:59,500 You're getting married tomorrow. 392 00:18:59,500 --> 00:19:02,333 Oh, Jesus Christ. 393 00:19:02,333 --> 00:19:03,583 No worries. 394 00:19:03,583 --> 00:19:05,333 It's a California term I learned. 395 00:19:05,333 --> 00:19:06,875 I'm gonna go to bed. 396 00:19:06,875 --> 00:19:08,709 -Mm-kay. -Good night. 397 00:19:08,709 --> 00:19:10,917 Love you too. 398 00:19:12,709 --> 00:19:19,709 ♪ ♪ 399 00:19:35,125 --> 00:19:38,542 ♪ ♪ 400 00:19:43,083 --> 00:19:50,125 ♪ ♪ 401 00:20:17,750 --> 00:20:24,750 ♪ ♪ 402 00:20:46,917 --> 00:20:48,208 Jesus. 403 00:20:48,208 --> 00:20:51,000 Your god complex should treat you better. 404 00:20:51,000 --> 00:20:53,625 Well, for once, I agree with you. 405 00:20:53,625 --> 00:20:55,834 When's the last time you saw the sun? 406 00:20:55,834 --> 00:20:57,834 I'm creating the sun, Terence. 407 00:20:57,834 --> 00:20:59,917 Ah. Of course you are. 408 00:20:59,917 --> 00:21:01,959 See my god complex never lets me down 409 00:21:01,959 --> 00:21:05,083 'cause it's based in science. 410 00:21:05,083 --> 00:21:07,792 Give me a few minutes. We'll get you set up. 411 00:21:14,667 --> 00:21:21,667 ♪ ♪ 412 00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:25,667 I think if you take your seat, 413 00:21:25,667 --> 00:21:27,875 we might be able to get this thing started. 414 00:21:27,875 --> 00:21:30,166 Got you. 415 00:21:30,166 --> 00:21:32,250 Break a leg, sweetie. 416 00:21:32,250 --> 00:21:34,166 -Thank you. -Yeah. 417 00:21:34,166 --> 00:21:35,917 You okay? 418 00:21:35,917 --> 00:21:39,750 Yeah, I just didn't sleep very well last night. 419 00:21:39,750 --> 00:21:42,917 Hey, you are gonna do great. 420 00:21:42,917 --> 00:21:44,917 -Okay. -All right. 421 00:21:44,917 --> 00:21:47,041 ♪ ♪ 422 00:21:50,041 --> 00:21:57,083 ♪ ♪ 423 00:22:06,792 --> 00:22:09,709 Everyone, please be seated. 424 00:22:12,291 --> 00:22:15,000 I'm so honored to be here with you all today 425 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:19,041 and I am truly humbled that Tessa and Bryan 426 00:22:19,041 --> 00:22:20,709 asked me to help them take the next step 427 00:22:20,709 --> 00:22:23,333 in their life together. 428 00:22:23,333 --> 00:22:25,834 I'm 100% going to cry during this. 429 00:22:25,834 --> 00:22:28,709 Just so you know. So buckle up. 430 00:22:31,709 --> 00:22:38,750 ♪ ♪ 431 00:22:42,750 --> 00:22:44,667 Whew. 432 00:22:44,667 --> 00:22:47,875 A wedding is more than a ceremony between two people. 433 00:22:47,875 --> 00:22:49,625 It's between all of us. 434 00:22:49,625 --> 00:22:51,250 We all have a responsibility 435 00:22:51,250 --> 00:22:53,667 to foster and support the love 436 00:22:53,667 --> 00:22:56,375 between Tessa and Bryan. 437 00:22:59,375 --> 00:23:04,583 ♪ ♪ 438 00:23:04,583 --> 00:23:06,333 It's a dissociative enactogen. 439 00:23:06,333 --> 00:23:08,917 Synthetic psilocybin, essentially. 440 00:23:08,917 --> 00:23:11,917 Shrooms. With no side effects. 441 00:23:13,625 --> 00:23:15,792 Always good talking to you, Isaac. 442 00:23:15,792 --> 00:23:22,834 ♪ ♪ 443 00:23:39,709 --> 00:23:46,709 ♪ ♪ 444 00:23:59,333 --> 00:24:06,333 ♪ ♪ 445 00:24:16,417 --> 00:24:19,125 What the hell is this? 446 00:24:19,125 --> 00:24:21,166 Hey, this is your subconscious. 447 00:24:21,166 --> 00:24:23,333 You tell me what it is. 448 00:24:23,333 --> 00:24:25,166 ♪ ♪ 449 00:24:25,166 --> 00:24:28,917 It's a metaphor, but it's not very imaginative. 450 00:24:28,917 --> 00:24:30,291 Classic story though. 451 00:24:30,291 --> 00:24:32,667 The shepherd has lost his flock. 452 00:24:32,667 --> 00:24:35,417 How is he going to get them back? 453 00:24:35,417 --> 00:24:37,375 I don't know. 454 00:24:37,375 --> 00:24:39,458 I don't care. 455 00:24:39,458 --> 00:24:41,500 This is not where I wanna be. 456 00:24:41,500 --> 00:24:43,959 I know. 457 00:24:43,959 --> 00:24:46,333 Through there. 458 00:24:46,333 --> 00:24:48,041 That's where you wanna be. 459 00:24:51,041 --> 00:24:58,041 ♪ ♪ 460 00:25:15,166 --> 00:25:17,250 ♪ ♪ 461 00:25:17,250 --> 00:25:19,166 Terry? 462 00:25:19,166 --> 00:25:22,166 Is that you? 463 00:25:22,166 --> 00:25:24,166 Jesus Christ. 464 00:25:24,166 --> 00:25:26,125 Where have you been? 465 00:25:26,125 --> 00:25:28,166 I missed you. 466 00:25:31,208 --> 00:25:33,208 I want you. 467 00:25:33,208 --> 00:25:35,041 ♪ ♪ 468 00:25:42,834 --> 00:25:44,208 ♪ ♪ 469 00:25:44,208 --> 00:25:46,333 Congratulations, big man. 470 00:25:46,333 --> 00:25:48,458 Thanks. 471 00:25:48,458 --> 00:25:51,542 I give 'em a year. Maybe two. 472 00:25:51,542 --> 00:25:54,542 Then they'll both realize Tessa's way too good for him. 473 00:25:54,542 --> 00:25:55,834 ♪ ♪ 474 00:25:55,834 --> 00:25:57,834 You're a good man, Ollie. 475 00:25:57,834 --> 00:26:01,166 Don't make me cry. 476 00:26:04,166 --> 00:26:06,333 ♪ ♪ 477 00:26:06,333 --> 00:26:08,875 Tell me again what you're wearing to this thing. 478 00:26:08,875 --> 00:26:11,875 Black? I love when you go dark. 479 00:26:13,792 --> 00:26:15,917 What am I doing in Kyle's house? 480 00:26:15,917 --> 00:26:17,583 What? 481 00:26:17,583 --> 00:26:20,291 Sweetie, who's Kyle? 482 00:26:20,291 --> 00:26:23,250 ♪ ♪ 483 00:26:23,250 --> 00:26:25,291 I'm wearing the silver Versace. 484 00:26:25,291 --> 00:26:28,834 I don't give a shit what Esme says. 485 00:26:28,834 --> 00:26:31,667 I'm supposed to be figuring out where I went wrong. 486 00:26:31,667 --> 00:26:32,834 Where's the dialectic? 487 00:26:32,834 --> 00:26:36,375 Terry? Terry. 488 00:26:36,375 --> 00:26:39,375 This is a very bad trip. 489 00:26:39,375 --> 00:26:41,208 Look deeper. 490 00:26:41,208 --> 00:26:47,709 ♪ ♪ 491 00:26:47,709 --> 00:26:49,792 This is what you've always wanted. 492 00:26:49,792 --> 00:26:56,792 ♪ ♪ 493 00:27:06,834 --> 00:27:10,750 I'll have a white wine, please. 494 00:27:10,750 --> 00:27:12,750 Megan. 495 00:27:12,750 --> 00:27:15,041 Hey. Rebecca, how are you? 496 00:27:15,041 --> 00:27:17,375 Good. 497 00:27:17,375 --> 00:27:20,709 I can't believe how long it's been. 498 00:27:20,709 --> 00:27:22,875 I teach social studies at MHS now. 499 00:27:22,875 --> 00:27:24,959 10th graders. Oh, my God. 500 00:27:24,959 --> 00:27:27,959 Oh, my God, yeah, that's-- that's great. 501 00:27:27,959 --> 00:27:30,834 And you're obviously doing amazing. 502 00:27:30,834 --> 00:27:33,458 -Oh. -It's crazy, right? 503 00:27:33,458 --> 00:27:37,333 -We're all grown up. -That is crazy. 504 00:27:37,333 --> 00:27:38,542 ♪ ♪ 505 00:27:38,542 --> 00:27:39,709 -It's just sad. 506 00:27:39,709 --> 00:27:41,041 Evan could be here with us. 507 00:27:41,041 --> 00:27:42,875 You know? 508 00:27:42,875 --> 00:27:46,291 He'd be really proud of you. 509 00:27:46,291 --> 00:27:47,959 Excuse me. 510 00:27:50,959 --> 00:27:57,959 ♪ ♪ 511 00:27:59,917 --> 00:28:01,792 Hey. 512 00:28:01,792 --> 00:28:04,041 Hi. 513 00:28:04,041 --> 00:28:06,000 You gotta tell me what's going on. 514 00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:08,917 You've been acting like this all day. 515 00:28:08,917 --> 00:28:12,834 It's just being back. It's a lot. 516 00:28:12,834 --> 00:28:14,834 Is it okay if we don't talk about it? 517 00:28:14,834 --> 00:28:17,500 -Just dance with me. -Okay. 518 00:28:17,500 --> 00:28:20,500 ♪ Where are we going? ♪ 519 00:28:20,500 --> 00:28:23,083 ♪ How will we know when ♪ 520 00:28:23,083 --> 00:28:28,500 ♪ We get to where we're supposed to be? ♪ 521 00:28:28,500 --> 00:28:31,583 ♪ Yeah we look and listen ♪ 522 00:28:31,583 --> 00:28:34,583 ♪ For something that's missing ♪ 523 00:28:34,583 --> 00:28:37,583 ♪ Keep on forgetting just who we... ♪ 524 00:28:40,583 --> 00:28:42,667 ♪ ♪ 525 00:28:43,667 --> 00:28:44,875 Megan? 526 00:28:44,875 --> 00:28:48,542 ♪ Come rain, come shine ♪ 527 00:28:48,542 --> 00:28:50,000 Hey. 528 00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:55,417 ♪ I am yours and you are mine ♪ 529 00:28:55,417 --> 00:28:58,583 ♪ And day... ♪ 530 00:29:02,875 --> 00:29:04,792 -Megan-- -I don't wanna talk about it. 531 00:29:04,792 --> 00:29:07,041 You just looked at me like I was some kind of monster. 532 00:29:07,041 --> 00:29:09,917 -It's not about you, Kyle. -Who's it about then? 533 00:29:09,917 --> 00:29:11,375 Tell me what the hell is going on. 534 00:29:11,375 --> 00:29:14,500 I don't wanna talk about it! 535 00:29:16,750 --> 00:29:19,792 I'm pretty sure you wouldn't let me get away with that. 536 00:29:21,542 --> 00:29:24,041 Yeah, well, I guess life isn't fair sometimes. 537 00:29:25,834 --> 00:29:28,458 Okay. 538 00:29:31,458 --> 00:29:33,417 ♪ ♪ 539 00:29:33,417 --> 00:29:35,917 It's about my stepbrother. 540 00:29:35,917 --> 00:29:40,709 ♪ ♪ 541 00:29:40,709 --> 00:29:43,000 He, uh... 542 00:29:45,709 --> 00:29:49,083 He used to come in my bedroom at night. 543 00:29:52,625 --> 00:29:54,750 Do you understand? 544 00:29:54,750 --> 00:29:58,750 ♪ ♪ 545 00:29:58,750 --> 00:30:02,125 He told me not to lock the door and I didn't. 546 00:30:04,125 --> 00:30:06,458 When was this? 547 00:30:09,542 --> 00:30:12,083 When I was 11. 548 00:30:16,583 --> 00:30:19,667 And when I was 14... 549 00:30:21,959 --> 00:30:25,625 He got a girlfriend, and... 550 00:30:25,625 --> 00:30:28,959 All I could think was that I must have done something wrong 551 00:30:28,959 --> 00:30:31,875 to make him leave me. 552 00:30:33,041 --> 00:30:35,834 And she's here. 553 00:30:35,834 --> 00:30:39,208 The girlfriend, uh, Rebecca, 554 00:30:39,208 --> 00:30:42,875 and she has no idea. 555 00:30:42,875 --> 00:30:44,917 Seeing her brought it all back. 556 00:30:44,917 --> 00:30:50,125 ♪ ♪ 557 00:30:50,125 --> 00:30:52,959 Where's he? 558 00:30:52,959 --> 00:30:54,834 He died. He, um-- 559 00:30:54,834 --> 00:30:58,834 he fell in with the wrong people, and... 560 00:30:58,834 --> 00:31:02,583 I just can't seem to get rid of him. 561 00:31:04,875 --> 00:31:06,291 -Megan, listen to me. -Please don't. 562 00:31:06,291 --> 00:31:08,000 -Megan, listen. -And please don't tell me 563 00:31:08,000 --> 00:31:09,542 that I have nothing to be ashamed of 564 00:31:09,542 --> 00:31:13,000 because you don't know. 565 00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:18,083 You two, come on. 566 00:31:18,083 --> 00:31:20,250 Tessa and Bryan are about to leave. 567 00:31:20,250 --> 00:31:21,834 Come on. 568 00:31:24,834 --> 00:31:31,834 ♪ ♪ 569 00:31:35,041 --> 00:31:37,125 ♪ Open your eyes ♪ 570 00:31:37,125 --> 00:31:38,959 ♪ Are you awake? ♪ 571 00:31:38,959 --> 00:31:41,083 ♪ It's time to arise ♪ 572 00:31:41,083 --> 00:31:43,000 ♪ The choices we made ♪ 573 00:31:43,000 --> 00:31:44,709 ♪ Open your eyes ♪ 574 00:31:44,709 --> 00:31:46,625 ♪ Say hello to your fate ♪ 575 00:31:46,625 --> 00:31:48,125 ♪ ♪ 576 00:31:48,125 --> 00:31:51,875 ♪ Some say the path's been paved ♪ 577 00:31:51,875 --> 00:31:56,083 ♪ And some beg for God to save them ♪ 578 00:31:56,083 --> 00:31:59,792 ♪ We don't wait for destiny ♪ 579 00:31:59,792 --> 00:32:02,667 ♪ We take it ♪ 580 00:32:02,667 --> 00:32:04,625 ♪ Now put on your pain ♪ 581 00:32:11,250 --> 00:32:17,667 ♪ ♪ 582 00:32:17,667 --> 00:32:21,041 ♪ Everybody wants to be kings ♪ 583 00:32:21,041 --> 00:32:24,333 ♪ There is no want, so put on the pain ♪ 584 00:32:24,333 --> 00:32:29,583 ♪ ♪ 585 00:32:36,333 --> 00:32:40,291 What? What are you talking about? 586 00:32:40,291 --> 00:32:42,166 Nothing. 587 00:32:42,166 --> 00:32:44,041 Oh, I get it. 588 00:32:44,041 --> 00:32:46,166 I'm torturing myself. 589 00:32:46,166 --> 00:32:48,709 That's what this is. 590 00:32:48,709 --> 00:32:50,709 I'm an actor again. 591 00:32:50,709 --> 00:32:52,875 The last time I felt like a fraud. 592 00:32:52,875 --> 00:32:54,458 Terry... 593 00:32:54,458 --> 00:32:58,417 you are the biggest movie star in the world. 594 00:32:58,417 --> 00:33:01,208 Now we're gonna go to your premiere 595 00:33:01,208 --> 00:33:05,083 and you are going to knock their socks off. 596 00:33:05,083 --> 00:33:06,792 Stop! 597 00:33:06,792 --> 00:33:09,083 I want this to stop. 598 00:33:11,458 --> 00:33:13,959 For some people, playing make-belive is 599 00:33:13,959 --> 00:33:17,041 the most real thing you could do. 600 00:33:17,041 --> 00:33:19,000 But that's not acting. 601 00:33:19,000 --> 00:33:21,959 You gonna tell me what acting is now? 602 00:33:21,959 --> 00:33:24,083 Acting is accessing real feelings 603 00:33:24,083 --> 00:33:27,375 and bringing them to life through the text. 604 00:33:27,375 --> 00:33:30,750 You gotta have feelings to access 'em, buddy. 605 00:33:30,750 --> 00:33:32,917 I have feelings. 606 00:33:32,917 --> 00:33:35,333 Just not the right ones. 607 00:33:35,333 --> 00:33:38,875 Sophie Marchuk died and I felt inconvenienced. 608 00:33:38,875 --> 00:33:40,792 I know. 609 00:33:40,792 --> 00:33:43,125 Connor blew his brains out in front of me 610 00:33:43,125 --> 00:33:44,375 and I felt relief. 611 00:33:44,375 --> 00:33:46,417 ♪ ♪ 612 00:33:46,417 --> 00:33:48,375 And you're right. 613 00:33:48,375 --> 00:33:50,083 I didn't fight for you. 614 00:33:50,083 --> 00:33:54,458 Gaffey made her pitch, and I said yes. 615 00:33:54,458 --> 00:33:58,000 I just wanted it to be done with. 616 00:33:58,000 --> 00:33:59,959 I've built my life around helping people, 617 00:33:59,959 --> 00:34:01,875 and I don't care about anybody. 618 00:34:01,875 --> 00:34:04,375 We all have a monster inside. 619 00:34:04,375 --> 00:34:05,583 Right-size it 620 00:34:05,583 --> 00:34:07,375 and get present with your narrative. 621 00:34:07,375 --> 00:34:09,417 Oh, you're mocking me now? 622 00:34:09,417 --> 00:34:11,500 Your words, man. 623 00:34:11,500 --> 00:34:14,083 You created all this. 624 00:34:14,083 --> 00:34:16,208 Including me. 625 00:34:16,208 --> 00:34:18,458 Exactly. 626 00:34:18,458 --> 00:34:20,458 It's all on me. 627 00:34:20,458 --> 00:34:21,792 All of it. 628 00:34:21,792 --> 00:34:23,959 And nobody will tell me how to fix it. 629 00:34:26,250 --> 00:34:27,917 Tell me how to fix it. 630 00:34:27,917 --> 00:34:29,375 ♪ ♪ 631 00:34:29,375 --> 00:34:32,166 I need help. 632 00:34:32,166 --> 00:34:34,250 Help me! 633 00:34:36,583 --> 00:34:39,333 ♪ ♪ 634 00:34:42,333 --> 00:34:46,291 ♪ ♪ 635 00:34:46,291 --> 00:34:49,166 You're holding on too tight. 636 00:34:52,417 --> 00:34:54,291 Car's here, babe. 637 00:34:54,291 --> 00:35:01,291 ♪ ♪ 638 00:35:20,291 --> 00:35:23,542 Not exactly the way we thought the weekend would go. 639 00:35:25,667 --> 00:35:27,375 You're telling me. 640 00:35:27,375 --> 00:35:31,208 I basically built a gazebo with my bare hands. 641 00:35:34,375 --> 00:35:37,083 That's not all you did. 642 00:35:40,083 --> 00:35:43,417 ♪ ♪ 643 00:35:43,417 --> 00:35:47,375 You let me be exactly the way I needed to be. 644 00:35:47,375 --> 00:35:49,709 You let me freak out 645 00:35:49,709 --> 00:35:53,208 and be angry and... 646 00:35:53,208 --> 00:35:55,583 that made me feel... I don't know. 647 00:35:55,583 --> 00:35:57,417 Safe. 648 00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:02,291 Exactly. 649 00:36:02,291 --> 00:36:06,000 You're always safe with me. 650 00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:13,000 ♪ ♪ 651 00:36:20,041 --> 00:36:21,375 Let's send an apology 652 00:36:21,375 --> 00:36:23,125 and a bottle of Glenfiddich over to Ken, 653 00:36:23,125 --> 00:36:25,417 and get lunch back on the books as soon as possible. 654 00:36:25,417 --> 00:36:27,250 Did you still wanna speak to the coordinators tonight? 655 00:36:27,250 --> 00:36:29,959 No, and tell Claire I'm gonna run her workshop tomorrow. 656 00:36:29,959 --> 00:36:31,500 -The whole thing? -Yeah. 657 00:36:31,500 --> 00:36:34,083 Time to get back to basics. 658 00:36:34,083 --> 00:36:36,458 Welcome back. 659 00:36:36,458 --> 00:36:38,208 You seem rejuvenated. 660 00:36:38,208 --> 00:36:40,000 Did your little trip treat you well? 661 00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:44,125 -It did. -Good. 662 00:36:44,125 --> 00:36:46,625 We need to discuss Kyle's directing plans. 663 00:36:46,625 --> 00:36:49,625 I've been doing a lot of soul searching 664 00:36:49,625 --> 00:36:51,458 and I really feel that 665 00:36:51,458 --> 00:36:55,291 we need to rethink our approach on this. 666 00:36:55,291 --> 00:36:57,500 Actually, I'm gonna leave that up to you. 667 00:36:57,500 --> 00:36:59,458 You are? 668 00:36:59,458 --> 00:37:01,208 Well, you're the producer. 669 00:37:01,208 --> 00:37:02,458 Do what feels right. 670 00:37:02,458 --> 00:37:05,166 Unless you need help figuring it out. 671 00:37:15,583 --> 00:37:18,542 We all have different reasons for being here. 672 00:37:18,542 --> 00:37:20,583 We want change in our lives 673 00:37:20,583 --> 00:37:24,542 or are looking for creative inspiration. 674 00:37:24,542 --> 00:37:26,333 Maybe we're just here to please our girlfriend 675 00:37:26,333 --> 00:37:29,083 who's making us do this. 676 00:37:29,083 --> 00:37:31,250 It doesn't really matter. 677 00:37:31,250 --> 00:37:33,625 It doesn't matter why you're here. 678 00:37:33,625 --> 00:37:36,500 You're here. 679 00:37:36,500 --> 00:37:39,583 And the one thing that we all have in common, 680 00:37:39,583 --> 00:37:42,500 the one thing that makes us the same, 681 00:37:42,500 --> 00:37:44,291 is that we're all drawn to IHM 682 00:37:44,291 --> 00:37:47,667 because we want to move forward. 683 00:37:47,667 --> 00:37:49,208 Right? We want to move forward. 684 00:37:49,208 --> 00:37:52,375 Out of what feels stagnant and stale 685 00:37:52,375 --> 00:37:56,375 into something that's actually alive. 686 00:37:56,375 --> 00:37:58,625 That's why we're here. 687 00:37:58,625 --> 00:38:00,583 ♪ ♪ 688 00:38:00,583 --> 00:38:03,125 Now, usually, at this point, we'd go around the circle 689 00:38:03,125 --> 00:38:06,709 and share our stories... 690 00:38:06,709 --> 00:38:08,208 but I'm gonna switch it up today. 691 00:38:08,208 --> 00:38:10,250 If you don't mind. 692 00:38:12,458 --> 00:38:14,667 Sam... 693 00:38:14,667 --> 00:38:16,750 why are you here? 694 00:38:19,166 --> 00:38:20,709 I shouldn't be here. 695 00:38:20,709 --> 00:38:22,333 I'm sorry. A little louder, please. 696 00:38:22,333 --> 00:38:24,375 I shouldn't be here. 697 00:38:24,375 --> 00:38:26,583 You mean here at IHM or-- 698 00:38:26,583 --> 00:38:29,125 I shouldn't be anywhere. 699 00:38:30,792 --> 00:38:33,583 You wanna die? Is that it? 700 00:38:37,667 --> 00:38:39,750 Why? 701 00:38:39,750 --> 00:38:42,166 Why do you wanna die? 702 00:38:49,667 --> 00:38:53,291 Sam, I promise you, whatever your story is, 703 00:38:53,291 --> 00:38:55,375 it does more damage buried inside you 704 00:38:55,375 --> 00:38:58,250 than if you share it with us. 705 00:39:03,959 --> 00:39:07,834 Three years ago, this week... 706 00:39:07,834 --> 00:39:11,583 my father killed my family. 707 00:39:13,834 --> 00:39:15,333 Came back from work, 708 00:39:15,333 --> 00:39:17,875 he shot my mother, 709 00:39:17,875 --> 00:39:20,834 my sister... 710 00:39:20,834 --> 00:39:23,709 and then he shot himself. 711 00:39:25,625 --> 00:39:28,542 The only reason he didn't kill me is that 712 00:39:28,542 --> 00:39:32,208 I went to a friend's house that day to get high. 713 00:39:37,542 --> 00:39:39,709 Best decision you ever made. 714 00:39:39,709 --> 00:39:42,625 ♪ ♪ 715 00:39:42,625 --> 00:39:45,667 I've done nothing with my life. 716 00:39:47,458 --> 00:39:51,417 I've done nothing... to justify it. 717 00:39:55,583 --> 00:39:58,834 And do you think about killing yourself? 718 00:39:58,834 --> 00:40:01,667 All the time. 719 00:40:01,667 --> 00:40:04,875 Then why don't you just do it? 720 00:40:04,875 --> 00:40:07,333 Because I'm scared. 721 00:40:07,333 --> 00:40:08,750 No, you're not scared, Sam. 722 00:40:08,750 --> 00:40:12,041 You don't do it because deep down inside 723 00:40:12,041 --> 00:40:15,250 you know there's something worth sticking around for. 724 00:40:16,583 --> 00:40:19,750 Because if you really wanted to die... 725 00:40:19,750 --> 00:40:21,875 you would have done it three years ago. 726 00:40:21,875 --> 00:40:25,583 So let me ask you again. 727 00:40:25,583 --> 00:40:28,417 Why did you come here? 728 00:40:28,417 --> 00:40:30,875 ♪ ♪ 729 00:40:30,875 --> 00:40:33,041 Because I want things to change. 730 00:40:33,041 --> 00:40:34,917 Yes. 731 00:40:34,917 --> 00:40:38,542 That's right, Sam. Change. 732 00:40:38,542 --> 00:40:40,625 Change. 733 00:40:43,625 --> 00:40:45,417 The universe decided to spare you 734 00:40:45,417 --> 00:40:47,500 and you have no idea why. 735 00:40:47,500 --> 00:40:49,875 That's what you can't deal with. 736 00:40:49,875 --> 00:40:51,834 And let me tell you something: 737 00:40:51,834 --> 00:40:54,041 I have no idea why either. 738 00:40:54,041 --> 00:40:56,792 No clue. 739 00:40:56,792 --> 00:40:59,500 But I can promise you this: 740 00:40:59,500 --> 00:41:01,750 Over the next three days, 741 00:41:01,750 --> 00:41:04,875 we're gonna figure it out. 742 00:41:04,875 --> 00:41:06,875 Do you trust me? 743 00:41:06,875 --> 00:41:11,709 ♪ ♪ 744 00:41:11,709 --> 00:41:13,959 Can you say that out loud? 'Cause that's a pretty big thing 745 00:41:13,959 --> 00:41:16,667 to say to someone if you really mean it. 746 00:41:18,542 --> 00:41:20,750 I trust you. 747 00:41:23,834 --> 00:41:25,834 Stand up. 748 00:41:28,875 --> 00:41:32,834 Sam is the reason you all came here this week. 749 00:41:32,834 --> 00:41:34,917 He's your change. 750 00:41:34,917 --> 00:41:37,458 He's your inspiration. 751 00:41:37,458 --> 00:41:39,417 ♪ ♪ 752 00:41:39,417 --> 00:41:42,959 And now you're his new family. 753 00:41:47,667 --> 00:41:54,667 ♪ ♪ 754 00:42:04,041 --> 00:42:05,667 You order the Thai food 755 00:42:05,667 --> 00:42:07,875 and I'll find some really bad TV for us. 756 00:42:07,875 --> 00:42:10,583 Done and done. 757 00:42:10,583 --> 00:42:12,458 -Oh, my God. -What the-- 758 00:42:15,458 --> 00:42:19,709 ♪ ♪ 759 00:42:29,709 --> 00:42:32,917 ♪ ♪ 760 00:42:32,917 --> 00:42:34,417 Stuff's thrown around everywhere, 761 00:42:34,417 --> 00:42:36,041 but everything seems to be here. 762 00:42:36,041 --> 00:42:37,709 I don't know what the hell they'd be looking for. 763 00:42:37,709 --> 00:42:39,583 Maybe nothing. 764 00:42:39,583 --> 00:42:40,959 How is this possible? 765 00:42:40,959 --> 00:42:44,542 You have a security system. 766 00:42:44,542 --> 00:42:46,709 It was on. I made sure of it. 767 00:42:46,709 --> 00:42:49,125 I'm gonna need thee names of everybody else who has access. 768 00:42:49,125 --> 00:42:50,542 Getting those for you now. 769 00:42:50,542 --> 00:42:52,000 Your systems also out of date. 770 00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:53,083 Someone who knows what they're doing 771 00:42:53,083 --> 00:42:54,583 could easily bypass that. 772 00:42:54,583 --> 00:42:56,917 Maybe they're looking to make a point. 773 00:42:56,917 --> 00:42:59,583 The point being what? 774 00:42:59,583 --> 00:43:01,792 That they can come in any time they want. 775 00:43:01,792 --> 00:43:04,917 ♪ ♪